Woke up with a strange concoction brewing in my head. Boulevard of Broken Dreams and Dont Cha mashing together to form an evil mostrosity that refuses to exit.

Cold water in the shower. Stood naked in the stall waiting for it to turn hot. Finally decided luke-warm was good enough. For the first time in a week I don't have gel in my hair. Waking up to the voice of someone you love is the best feeling in the world; even if you've only slept 4 hours.

Despite the turmoil and turbulance in my life, today is a good day. It's bound to get bad by the time night rolls around but I've managed to convince myself that what I'm doing is the only course of action for me. Yet, despite the fact that my future is as uncertain as it has ever been in my 23.75 years of existance, I'm calm and relaxed on the outside as my stomach attempts to churn itself into a buttery demise.

For those of you who still don't know, i've officially flunked Microecon I and will now not graduate till whenever I repeat that particular course or do another econ course. This generally means that I will not convocate with my batch. The plan for now is that I'm taking off two quarters and coming back in the summers to do an econ course and graduate. In the meantime, I work, earn and try to pay my way through the rest of my life.

Life Sucks! [Except for The Most Anticipited Homecoming!]

5 comments:

M said...

Eek...Really? :S ...I was kidding!
I apparently didn't do too bad.. C to D to B+ .....so incase that econ course is micro, I never thought I'll ever say this, I mean wer talking econ here, but yeah last resort, I can help you out :)
tc!

Ayesha said...

aaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwww. im so sorry sweeti. that sucks major time. although seems like u have a handle on things. its definately a good idea to work for while. anytime u feel like venting... u know im only an email away :)

Saad said...

tigrrr... dont worry, in every loss there is a victory. so said the great vitor tigerr.

bassaam said...

If you think it gets any better... it doesnt. Hence, enjoy it.

Ali Hasanain said...

Ouch! Shit happens dude. Listen, I don't understand why you don't just take a course next quarter and get it the hell over with.

And if I can help, lemme know