Been thinking about all the people I know in the world. Realized Orkut might not be all that good considering that your name is followed by a number signifying how many people you know. It's like trying to quantify the number of friends one has. The best part about friends and friendship for me is the fact that it's beyond quantification. It's more about quality then quantity. It's about how many of those friends u can turn to in need. About how many of them can turn to u ven dey need u. I like to think I'd be able--or atleast willing--to help all the people on my long list of friends. don't know how true that is but I can always hope.

But then was talking to some one today n she asked me if I had all these "friends" because I was afraid of being alone. n the fact is that I am afraid of being alone. I don't want to wake up one morning and realize I have no one to talk to, no one to call, no one to meet, no one who will listen to all my BS. I never want to wake up to that kind of emptiness.

Hopefully, I won't ever have to!

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