feel like im stumbling through reality. it's like im walking through a thick haze. and i stretch out my arms to hold onto something to support me or to give me a sense of security. n i attempt to grab at something but all i find is damp air and my hands feel clammy and warm. i have no sense of direction left. there's no security, no guarantee of where im headed

but i keep pushing on...

and i bang my knee against something in the ground--a stump maybe, possibly a bench-- i feel the pain shoot through my leg. the pain goes all the way to the back of my skull--the nuque i think they call it.

and yet i keep going...it's an endless pattern. i get hurt. i move on.

LIFE